im not anything to you, am i?

It’s been four weeks since school resumed; and around six weeks since I last saw him…

______, did you forget about me already?

I know I probably wasn’t anything to him at all, but those times were good times and I want to go back to last year, no matter how bad it was last year, towards the end, it was awesome.
Maybe, on that last day I should have told him last year on that last day….
______, I should of told you right? But, then there was no point of telling you. WHY? One. I’m probably nothing at all to you, just one of your many classmates. Two. You probably know, don’t you? Going out of your way to hide that fact that you went to an interview for another school and saying you were doing something else…
I wish I never met him, then I wouldn’t be missing him so much, but as my friend says, NEVER REGRET SOMETHING THAT ONCE MADE YOU SMILE, and he did make me smile and have fun, so I guess I shouldn’t wish that.
It’s strange, for most of the two years I’ve known him, I used to hate him, the reasons I cant remember…but then when I need someone else in my life to replace another, the hate turned into a like because, he wasn’t annoying and mean like someone else, but nicer and actually funny….and its that I miss….

“…I know I should not have let you go; realized too late that I love you so; and if you think it is not too much to ask; please just keep me somewhere in your heart…” Don’t Forget, Baek Ji Young