did it really happen??

Well, it’s a new year (well for us asians it is) so maybe its time to let him go…well I will then...

BULLSHT!! OF COURSE NOT!!


But, I do have to accept that he’s not by my side (well, not really by my side, just around) anymore…

Well, since I haven’t been able to see him everyday, it isn’t like it used to be…
Miss the times we had; miss the memories we had, how do I even know they’re real or just my imagination? That last moment last year, was it real?

______, did that half hug really happen? Or was it my imagination? (do I have that good of an imagination?) …. But was that real?
well, its hard to put how it is to words, but these lyrics descibe it..

“Tryin to tell myself to move on, to grow up and be strong…, i keep thinkin bout those better days
so many things i wanna tell you; like how much i love you…” I Miss You; Jensen

“Why…did I end up falling in love with you? I thought that no matter how much time went by; You would always be here; But you chose a different path…” Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou? ; DBSK

“Do you ever think when your all alone; All that we can be, where this thing can go; Am I crazy or falling in love; Is it real or just another crush; Do you catch a breath when I look at you; Are you holding back, like the way I do; Cuz I try and try to walk away; But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away …” Crush; David Archuleta