Cause I like you style; I like your stupid ways; damn I miss your smile; like everyday; that’s what’s killing me the most; that’s what’s hurting me so bad; and I think I lost the best thing I ever had [Still; Taan]
There’s basically nothing else to say really, but these three words basically sum it up
:
I MISS HIM
I want him back in my life. NOW. Not seeing him when he went on a holiday for like three weeks last year was bad enough; not seeing him for a whole entire term is proving to be hell TT_TT
______, without you it’s boring, it’s unbearable, it’s quiet. That quiet I won’t get used to. EVER. Because the day you told me that you were leaving on the last day and I wasn’t even prepared for it…and now everyday I wish you were back in my, back to the way we used to be…
Remembering that day: That morning, I already had a bad feeling and for some reason I had a strange feeling something big was going to happen. Since I was office messenger that day, I didn’t find out until he casually dropped the fact that he was leaving into a sentence. And that’s when everything came falling down… I tried to convince him not to leave, tried to convince him to stay, but I didn’t know how….I wish I got to tell him to stay, I wish I had a chance to convince him to stay…
I miss him, like everyday and I keep finding things that remind me of him…but I’m not going to regret getting to know you…I’m not going to, but I do miss you like crazy
“…It sounds so selfish; but I can’t help but think; that if you knew how much if needed you; you’d stay…” (I Hate Love; Claude Kelly)
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