this is the story;;

since you went away hasn't been the same;; let me hear your voice, big bang

Imagine this: your life is going well. Nothings wrong, you have a (almost) best friend and someone to basically talk to and have (some) fun with. And then something happens and they are no longer in your life, or they are but they don’t talk to you, they no longer want to be around you and when they are there’s (a lot of) awkwardness. You wish they were back in your life even though they were slack and (sometimes) mean and not the funnest at times but sometimes were. But then, you decide to forget about them and find other people to take on their ‘roles’. You don’t find another best friend, but you do find someone else you could talk to a lot and have fun with. But the best thing is that they’re better. They’re not mean or slack but nicer and they own them in many ways, even close enough to be like your bother (if you had one). It was even better than before. But then they leave, for other reasons and you don’t get to see them much and miss the ease of how you could talk about anything.

Well, that basically sums up my life. It pretty much like that.

I miss that life, when there was always someone to brighten up the day. Now its just quiet. No laughs, no fun, nothing interesting. Boring even. If I ever thought, my life was bad before, its worse now..

I want a fresh start. To move schools and start again. Meet new people, pretty much start my life over again.

But there are days where, its not too bad without him so I guess its not too bad………….
And what I want to know is doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?