wtf was i thinking then?

i just thought of reading back on this and the stuff i wrote. it sounds horrible. correction: it is horrible. i dont even know what i was thinking then.

all that crap i wrote. wow, ive changed alot since then. which reminds me, what am i doing here posting this? i was meant to delete this. to make sure that no one never sees or reads it again but here i am typing a post up? what? oh well, i guess i'll keep this and use it as my backup? :L