More time has gone by since I last saw or even heard from him. I wish I could forget about him, but obviously it’s not possible. Everything in the jail of a school I have to go to five days a week for nearly six hours a day reminds me of him. Why? Cause this time last year, he was still around; not that it mattered to me this time last year. No, cause this time last year, there was NOTHING I really hated about my life, I had no need to want him around cause I had other people around.
And now, like I’ve said so many times it quiet. Just painfully quiet. That older-brother-I-wished-I-had-but-didn’t isn’t around anymore, and there’s not really anyone to fill that gap so there’s just this blank space in my life where he used to be.
and its not easy to describe but the lyrics (translated)of this song sounds like how it is:
When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears start falling
As you go away to a place where I can't reach you, even if I reach with my hands
I can't catch you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? You're leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You're leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can't hear me, because I'm shouting through my heart
All day I try to erase you, but you appear in my mind again
All day I try to say goodbye, but you appear in my mind again
Although you went to a place where I can't hold you
Even if my hand reaches out for you
I can't find you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you too
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, If it ain't you, I can't go on
What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You're leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You're leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can't hear me, because I'm shouting through my heart
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