You know what made so mad at you today?
The fact that you had a choice, and you took the one you know I wouldn't like.

And, at the time, when I said I hated you, I meant it. Though afterwards, my reason was so that you know how I feel. To have a taste of it.

But honestly, it's incredibly hard to stay angry at you for long. So you're lucky that it's you.

You didn't even bother.

Is it strange that I can't figure out what to say to you?

Amazing. You realised.

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well at least you noticed that. I was beginning to think you didn't.

and I never knew you'd actually think any 'rage' posts I post was about you...please don't think like that.

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Like seriously.

I'm pissed at YOU. And I almost never am, but now I am.

I swear, like sometimes you act like you don't give a fuck about me. Like I at least try you know and I am so damn lenient on you. If you do something that if anyone else did would piss me off, I try not to get annoyed. I really do treat you differently. I give you MORE chances and everything. And you think the least you could do is just make an effort. Almost always I reply to whatever you tell me, no matter how boring, no matter how busy I am. Even if I'm doing something. See how much I actually BOTHER? And with you, I expect that back.

It's never annoyed me so much before. I feel like I shouldn't even bother since you don't seem to.

There's only so much I can freaking take okay? Just please, I mean, is it THAT hard for you?

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"hey beautiful"

those two words made me smile so much.

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expectations;

So I didn't expect to get anything from you at all. and I certainly isn't expect such a beautiful message. Neither did I expect a hug. And you know I love your hugs.
It feels so good~ :)

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I don't mind playing around with you like that, though I probably shouldn't, but please don't make me fall for you even more... =/

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Oh. My. Gosh;

oh my god. what did I just uncover? you. with someone? o_o omg. just omg.

yes, I'm completely shocked. and again, it makes me wish that WE were dating. everyone thinks that anyway so why can't it be true?

fuck. I should really stop wishing stuff like that cos seriously, you'd never want me that way.

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